Song Yet Sung

"Song Yet Sung," by James McBride was our latest book club book for the summer. Though turtle-paced from the beginning, the novel picked up and was full of action and suspense during the last third. "Song Yet Sung" is an historical fiction novel set in Maryland's Eastern Shore. The book was chosen by two members, who grew up on the shore. The book, from that sense, was intriguing.

James McBride discusses the desire for freedom that drove slaves to unthinkable actions, just on the brink of the Civil War. The book was full of mysticism and religion; with a "Dreamer" as the main character. Liz, the Dreamer, as she was dubbed, was severely wounded in the head and would often fall into deep sleep and then dream about the future (her character was loosely based on Harriet Tubman). In her dreams, she not only saw the the immediate dangers awaiting her and her companions, she also saw the future of all black people. Interestingly, McBride used Liz's dreams to discuss contemporary black leaders, such as Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. Fascinating approach to writing.

The often confusing plot and mention of the "song yet sung" ended up taking form in King's famous speech "free at last, free at last, thank God almighty, we are free at last." Freedom, as Liz realized, was not in traveling North, or even gaining ownership of herself. Freedom was only found in death. Freedom from this world and all of its entanglements. Freedom to walk in Heaven along side Jesus.

Do I recommend the book? Half-heartedly. There was some foul language and gruesome fight scenes. Not to mention the slow pace and not-fantastic end. However, the writing, from a historical perspective was educational and entertaining. I don't know if I'll be able to visit O.C. without thinking of the difficult lives that slaves and plantation owners alike once lived.

Week 21

This week has continued to bring changes on the baby front. Bella's kicks are no longer flutters, they are now kicks and jabs! Tuesday, I was laying on the couch reading, when she started moving around. I looked at my stomach and could see it moving at the location of her kicks. What an amazing sight and feeling! It's hard to believe that this baby girl is truly living and growing inside of me.

We've begun our hunt and search for baby bedding so that we can paint the nursery. I found a design I absolutely LOVE, but then saw the price tag. So, Sharon Lilley and I are going to make the bedding! That will be a fun adventure. Now, if I can only find material that looks exactly like this:

Relieved

Today, I met with my boss at Southern Middle about my kids' schedules for next year. He is a wonderful man, very personable, and genuinely interested in his employees. This in mind, it shouldn't have come as a surprise when he asked, "Do you plan to return to work after the baby is born?" I had been avoiding this specific conversation, concerned that I wouldn't have a job to come back to in the fall. However, he was MORE than gracious as I relayed our plans. God willing, I will be staying home once Isabel arrives in November! And now I do not have to dance around this intention any longer. My boss was supportive and said he had planned on this scenario, but this gives him specific direction.

I feel such peace and relief now that my boss has this knowledge.

Recipe needed

Anyone have a great recipe for macaroni salad? I've never made it, want to, but don't really want to pull some random recipe off of the Internet!

Thanks!

Half Way

Today, Isabel and I are officially halfway through this journey together. The past two weeks have brought many exciting changes. I've started to feel her move inside of me almost daily. She loves to move around once I've eaten dessert (that's my girl!!) and am lounging on the couch.

Not only has she started to move and grow, but I am FINALLY starting to grow as well. While this has been a hard adjustment, I must admit, God has faithfully reminded me that it is all for a greater purpose. I have officially gained weight, which relieved the midwife, and some of my shorts no longer comfortably button. I've employed the Belly Band, and must say, it's worked great. I've also splurged a bit and started buying maternity clothing. What one item of maternity clothing could you not have lived without during your pregnancy? Where did you purchase it?

Here's a "belly" picture for you, taken this morning. Miguel says I look like I'm just arching my back and sticking out my stomach!

Timbuk2

I love Timbuk2 bags; they are versatile, durable, and super cute. (You can even customize your bag with the materials and colors you want.) But, they are also quite pricey. I'd been eyeing up the Cargo Tote for some time, thinking that I'd love to use it as a diaper bag one day. Today, I was returning something at REI in Timonium and wandered by the backpack section. On an end display, they had Timbuk2 Cargo Totes. I of course had to stop and drool a bit. Then I looked at the display. All of the bags were significantly reduced in price, AND they had the exact colors I've wanted!

I now have bought my first "baby" item, and am so tickled with my find. What great finds have you purchased lately?

Aha Use

"Real Simple" magazine has a monthly section listing common household items and their "aha" uses. I think I have my own, and it may just be brilliant!

Item: The Bella Band

Common Use: to hold your barely-too-tight pants and shorts up when you can no longer button them due to a growing pregnant belly.

New Use: For the every-day-woman who fluctuates between 3 pant sizes. The Bella Band will allow you to wear those jeans that are just a tad too tight or those dress pants that are too baggy because you lost a few pounds. No need to continue purchasing new clothing each time you gain or lose a pant size! Use a Bella Band to make your clothing fit your growing and shrinking body.

Am I brilliant or what?! ha

Fruit season

I love berry season, especially when I can pick my own at a local farm. The fruit somehow seems to taste that much better when it's been hand picked! Miguel and I picked 11 pounds of strawberries yesterday, knowing it will be the last of the strawberries for the season. So, in an attempt to use up the berries, I've been incorporating them into every meal!

For lunch today, I had this protein shake:

4 ice cubes
1/2 C. skim milk
1 C. nonfat, plain yogurt
1 Scoop protein powder-I used chocolate (yum!)
A large handful of strawberries (6 large ones)

Blend on high until ice is crushed, and shake is smooth. This is a super healthy, and filling shake. What is your favorite strawberry recipe?

Vacation Pictures

Just a few snippets from our Maine adventure.

Jordan Pond on a foggy, misty afternoon.




























Sand Beach- One of the only sand beaches on the Maine coastline.





















Cadillac Mtn. - We did a short 4 mile hike up to the summit. This was the only sunny, warm day.

It's a....

GIRL!!! Miguel and I were honestly shocked; we both thought this baby was a boy. We laughed, we cried, and now we're just in awe....

I am currently using "stolen" WIFI in front of a little ice cream shop in Bar Harbor, Maine. Once we're home I'll post the amazing 3-d ultrasound pictures. Until then, we'll be enjoying the gorgeous scenery and amazing fact that Isabel Renee (his mom's name) will be joining us in 20 weeks!

Sleepless night

It's summer vacation and I was up at 6:15 am. Why, you might ask? Well, I couldn't sleep last night due to sheer excitement and figured that was a "normal" time to actually get out of bed. I have several reasons for being as excited as a kid on Christmas Eve:

1. We get to find out the gender of our little one today! Pray that the baby cooperates and shows us what we want to see.

2. We leave for Maine late, late, late tonight/tomorrow morning. Other than the intensely long drive, I am beyond excited to get away to New England.

3. Miguel went out yesterday and made a huge purchase. The ZOOM LENS for our Nikon!!! ohmygosh. It's amazing. He is currently doing a large side job and felt that this would probably be one of the few seasons of our life that we could actually afford to buy it without feeling the strain of the money spent.

So, needless to say, I can't wait for this day to really start! I will try to post an update on the baby's gender if we can get wireless access in backwoods Maine. If not, you'll have to live in suspense until the 21st (or talk to a family member or close friend who knows).

Wedding

Pictures from Ken and Cheryl's wedding...I LOVE our new camera and already want the additional zoom lens. =)
















Me and my babe-the best looking one in the wedding party!

















Two Preggos =)


















Kris, Em, and AJ-all dolled up.

ewwwwww

Amazingly, I managed to have my classroom cleaned up, packed up, and ready to go so I could run out at exactly 12:15 today! Part of the process was cleaning out all cabinets and throwing away expired or opened food items (our kids cook once a week). As I was sorting through our spices, I turned the lazy susan and found a block of cheddar cheese. The lazy susan is NOT in the fridge. One of the kids must have been told to put it away...and they did just that...in the cabinet. So as you can imagine, it was mushy, moldy, and a lovely shade of dark gray! Sick. I almost gagged as I threw it in the trash.

Summer Vacation

I officially have .5 days left of school. Am I as bad as my students? I think not...I am worse!!! I am way more excited than they are for the bell to ring tomorrow at 11:44!!!!!!!!

Doctors, Carson and other

Our June book club book is "Gifted Hands," the autobiography of Dr. Ben Carson. First, I must say that Dr. Carson did an excellent job sharing his life's journey-both personally and spiritually. The gospel is essentially laid out within the first three chapters. I loved reading of his struggles to the top and his fight to stay there. However, in sharing his successes, I at times felt that there was pride and boasting that came through. I understand that the man is incredibly talented, and perhaps my perception was due to writing style.

Drs., other. Little Migi and I have now been together 16.5 weeks. He's growing, his heartbeat is strong, and we only have to wait 1.5 weeks to see if I can start calling little Migi -Isabelle or uh, some boy name to be determined. =) Not much else new on the baby front. Still no baby bump (just a not-so-flat stomach any more), though people I know are beginning to touch my belly. Not quite sure how I feel about that yet. I saw this t-shirt in "Fit Pregnancy" and thought it was SO cute. Maybe I should invest if the belly touching gets too invasive!

Check it off the list

Coldplay Concert
When: July 2
Where: Verizon Center, D.C.
Why: Because my little bro ROCKS!

My summer "to-do" list included going to one concert. And I LOVE checking things off that list.

Downee Oshin

I can't even imagine my life without girl friends!! From start to finish, we laughed, gabbed, stayed up way too late, gabbed some more, ate junk food, and then gabbed some more. What more could I have asked for in a weekend away?!

Here are just a few pictures (I didn't have my camera with me, so have to wait for more via e-mail)



















All-You-Can-Eat Crabs at Hoopers. AJ, Sacha, and I probably ate 3 dozen all together!
















Em, enjoying (??!) a little "spa treatment" via Lib's incredible epilation talents.


















Sacha was brave enough to undergo above said treatment, even after watching Em's torture.
















Me, laughing hysterically at Sacha and Em's pain!

Beach

I am getting ready to walk out the door and drive to the beach. I am beyond excited, as I'll get to spend the weekend with 4 of my closest girl friends. I can't wait to relax, soak in some sun, watch chick flicks and just enjoy being together. I'll be sure to post pictures of the birthday bash!

hobby

I posted a while back about my new love of sewing. My sister gave my my granny's machine (seriously from the '70's), and I have managed to begin using it. My first project was a baby quilt, which was incredibly simple and fast to put together. It doesn't look perfect, but for a first try, I am please. I'll post pictures once we get the memory card for our new digital camera. We decided to go with the Nikon D40, because it came highly recommended and we found an incredible deal on Amazon.com.

Now, what else to sew? I plan to make some fun gifts for people and want to attempt an easy sun dress. So if i show up at church looking a little dumpy but proud, you'll know why!!!

Limes to Lemons

Our little one is 14 weeks old!! Time has flow by, and we have so much to be grateful for as we enter the second trimester. The baby is now the size of a lemon, and it's arm length is in proportion to its body. It is beginning to make facial expressions and suck its thumb! On a personal note, the end of the first trimester has meant that my slight nausea has completed disappeared and my energy has returned. I've been to the gym more in the past week and a half than I had been in the previous 10 weeks. Somehow, I actually missed my weekly workouts!? It's been a stress reliever as well as a reestablishing of routines.

Still no "baby bump" but I know that will change soon enough.

Last night Miguel and I went to the Bonefish Grill to celebrate my birthday (early). It was a great time of discussing this new season and looking back on God's goodness to us. Not to mention, we had great food and service. We both have our preference in terms of the baby's gender, but both realize either a boy or a girl will be amazing. We are still without a boy name-so send some of your favorites my way!!

Limes and other edibles

12 weeks...hard to believe we've made it this far already. I pray the coming two trimesters slow down a bit-so I can mentally adjust and prepare to the coming changes. I was weighed today at the doctors; isn't that just the MOST fun thing?! Then the nurse announced I'd lost an entire half of a pound. Was I throwing up? Not eating enough? Changing my diet to purposefully lose weight? For heaven's sakes, didn't they think that perhaps, just perhaps, it could've been due to the fact that I was wearing flipflops today and heavy shoes last month? =) On a more serious note, little Migi is now over 2" long and the size of a lime. We heard the heartbeat again today, and the nurse midwife assured me that the next visit would be easier to find the heartbeat (and see my baby bump, too).

On to other topics. Sacha makes a killer Salsa Verde (It's Judy Phillips' recipe, need I say more?). It's a fresh summer salsa, perfect for get togethers or to have on hand as a snack.

1 lb. Tomatillos (little green tomato looking things with brown husks), husked, scrubbed, and cut in half
1-2 Garlic cloves
1 Jalapeno with half of the seeds (more or less depending on desired fire)
1/2 White Onion, cut into large chunks
Lime Juice
Cilantro to taste

Put half of the tomatillos into a blender, blend until just chunky. Add all other ingredients, blend until desired texture. Add remaining tomatillos, blend again until desired chunkiness.

Camera Advice

Miguel and I have a tradition revolving around b-days and Christmas. If there is a larger item that we want to purchase, we buy it as a joint gift and then don't give each other anything else. (Well, I always ended up getting him a small little something anyway!). For our birthdays this year, we want to invest in a nice digital camera-not just a small pocket sized one. Neither of us are into photography per se, but enjoy taking pictures and want something that will produce good quality shots.

What do you currently own and would you recommend it? What was the price range (if you don't mind sharing)? What extra equipment did you purchase for your camera?

Thanks!!!

Maine and 10 weeks

Miguel and I really wanted to go on vacation this year to somewhere other than Ocean City. New England has always been a favorite location of mine, even before I ever visited. Five-ish years ago, Em Sleeman and I camped throughout the North East, and I fell in love with the area, especially Acadia. This year, Miguel and I decided to head to Bar Harbor, Maine, in mid-June for vacation. We booked our cabin yesterday, and are beginning to make plans for outings, restaurants, and sight seeing. Kate and Kane will be joining us for 8 days of relaxation in gorgeous Bar Harbor. I can't wait to experience Maine as a house dweller and NOT a camper =)

Today also marks 10 weeks of little Migi's life-imagine that-one more week than this time last Friday?! It's hard to imagine that I am almost out of the first trimester and could start showing physical signs of pregnancy within the next few months. The baby now has all major parts developed and is starting to grow fingernails and hair. My little "kumquat" is 1.5" long now.

The Kite Runner

This month's book club book is The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini. I was excited to read the book, given all the past hype and numerous recommendations. I was warned, though, that it would be a "rough" read.

The book traces the fictional life of Amir, a young Afghan, as he grows up during pre-war Afghanistan and later moves to America during war-ravaged times. The book is beautifully written, with imagery that transports the reader to another time and place. I saw Amir as he sat below the pomegranate tree; I saw Amir as he walked the war-torn streets searching for his past; and I saw Amir as he ached for redemption and forgiveness of sins.

The Kite Runner truly was a "rough" read-I cried as the losses mounted, heartaches increased, and difficulties seemed insurmountable. Thought it is a work of fiction, the tale is rooted in the history of a violent civil war. You cannot help but thank God that our experiences of daily life have been vastly different. The Kite Runner is well worth your investment of time and emotions.

P.S.-I hear the movie adaptation is not a great representation of the book and is not worth the $4 to rent it.

9 weeks

We officially hit the 9 week mark today. Migi Junior (or the jellybean, as my dad calls the baby) no longer has a tail (wooohooo) and is the size of a grape. I hope a green grape, because I like them better.

Perks thus far of being pregnant:

1. I have gained almost 2 full cup sizes; you know what I mean. =)
2. Everyone has offered to give/lend some sort of baby gear. I even received two Bella Bands this week! Thanks, Kate.

Today, Erika and I went to Motherhood Maternity so she could look for a dress. I was browsing the clearance racks for fun, and she convinced me to try on a few fall items. I walked out with 3 sweaters for less than $45. Very exciting, though I felt a bit silly trying on maternity clothes when I am very clearly NOT showing. But, now I have something to grow into! I never thought I'd be excited to say that.

I fulfilled my pizza craving tonight with a trip to Pizza Hut. I haven't been there in over 4 years!!! And boy was it good. Totally hit the spot.

All is well thus far. I've made it 9 weeks without significant "pregnant" symptoms. Just utter exhaustion, and even then, not every day. God's grace has truly been amazing.

Migi Jr.

Miguel and I are expecting a baby in November! Despite the exhaustion and "gross" feeling, it's still quite surreal. Friday, we got to hear the heartbeat and see the baby. It made it more real than just a positive home test.

An old acquaintance who is pregnant, updates her blog weekly about the baby. I thought that would be a fun way for me to track my thoughts, feelings and changes through the coming months. If you're interested, Fridays are our official "week" mark, so look for updates then.

Week 8: the baby is the size of a kidney bean and still has the remnants of a tail. I am exhausted and feeling "gross" but have managed a few gym trips and walks. I have craved pizza and don't much care for ice cream (it's a sad, sad day in the Barowski house!).

Dessert Mishaps

Years ago, I made a cherry pie. The only cherry pie I've ever made. I dumped it in the oven while attempting to take it out with one hand. I had to remake it because it was for a church event.

This weekend, I made my grandmother's famous "strawberry cream cheese pretzel" dessert. An Easter tradition for the Turek's. I dumped it on Erika's kitchen floor while attempting to put it into the fridge with one hand. Seriously, I should learn NOT to hold heavy desserts with one hand! I must say though, that it still got eaten, dog hair and all.

eggs and milk

Today, Miguel and I went grocery shopping and noticed that the price of just about everything has risen--eggs, cottage cheese, vegetables. We were discussing how expensive it is to feed a small family of two, and how nice it is to find a great deal...

Me: Saubel's is one of the few grocery stores that consistently has chicken on sale for $1.79/lb.
Miguel: Is that a good deal?
Me: It is a great deal. Know what we should do?? Raise chickens.
Miguel: We'd have meat and eggs.
Me: And milk, too (??!!)

"Horton"

"A person is a person no matter how small." -Dr. Seuss

Today, our class went to see "Horton Hears a Who." It was a funny, cute Dr. Seuss movie. I saw God's provision today in some very small, yet real ways. We had to move our movie location and time, due to poor show-times at our theater of choice. The bus company, normally very difficult to deal with, was accommodating and pleasant.

When we arrived at the theater, another school group approached me and asked if we were in need of tickets. The teacher GAVE me four tickets for free. We certainly didn't need the freebie, but God is so good! He blessed me (us) when I certainly wasn't looking for it.

The above quote, which Horton continually said throughout the movie, really struck me. Figuratively, no matter how "small" I may think others are, they are still people. Still deserve respect. Still deserve care and love. Am I looking to bless those "small" people in my life?

Wine Recommendations

Last weekend, we went to a wine expo. Each person received a wine glass and a clipboard with a HUGE list of the wines available for tasting and purchasing. After trying so many different wines, I have to admit that they all started to taste much the same. But, here are a few of the wines that we both enjoyed:

Cline Mourvedre "Ancient Vine" (Red, $16.99)
Spann Mojo (Red blend, $39.99)
Montecillo Crianza (Red, $10.49)
Penfolds Shiraz Mourvedre (Red Blend, $14.99)
Ca'Montini Aristicatico Pinot Grigio (White, $16.99)**
Spanish Quarter Cabernet/Tempranilla (Red Blend, $9.99)**
Shoofly Buzz Cut (White Blend, $12.99)
Parigna Sparkling Shiraz (Red, $10.99)

mundane

Today I:

1. Had bangs cut into my hair. Not the stark, straight across bangs, but the side sweeping ones. I think I like them.

2. Paid $3.79 per gallon for diesel fuel today =/

3. Bought cording at Jo-Ann's for my first ever sewing project. My kids at school have a sewing class, and the teacher invited me to sew along with them. Now, I am in love--with sewing, that is. I am going to start with private lessons after work.

4. Went to Price-Right, a ghetto grocery store that sells SUPER cheap produce. I was too cheap to buy the bags (yes, you have to pay 10 cents per bag), so I had to carry all of my produce to my car in those plastic bags that you pile your apples, onions, etc. in. I've got to buy the canvas bags!!

DINKs

For all of you who have wondered, and even those who haven't, we do NOT plan to remain DINKs forever. What is a DINK, you may ask??! Double Income, No Kids. I was asked yesterday at church, if that is our plan--remain childless. Though the thought has crossed my mind, and left just as quickly, we do plan to have kids. Eventually. So rest easy, there will eventually be little Barowski's for you to babysit and love on. So for now, HAVE SOME PATIENCE people. Stop drinkin' the Chesapeake water and SLOW the oh-so-lovely questions down.

d&k

Today, I took a little drive to D & K Surplus Grocery in Red Lion. It's a GREAT surplus store that sells a ton of organic (many from Trader Joe's, Wegman's, etc.), whole wheat, and no-sugar added products. It's a little bit like Aldi's mixed with BB's, from what I've heard of those two stores. D & K has some products that are expired, but can still be used-like canned goods. Most products are within a month or two of their sell-by date, and so cannot be sold in regular grocery stores. Because of the dates, prices are incredibly low. I bought canned beans for $.30/ea; name-brand salsa for $.99 a jar; Diet V8 Splash for $1.34....and I passed up a TON of great deals, because I don't have room to store it all!

Maryland gals, you really should make the trek to Red Lion. It's worth the drive-you can even meet at my house and I'll drive! Seriously.

Mags, too

I'm with Danielle. I hate throwing away old magazines, and so my bookshelves are packed. Too packed. I am looking to pass them along to anyone interested. Here is what I have:

Cooking Light
Real Simple
National Geographic

Let me know if you're interested, and I will get them to you!

survey

Best Feeling: Getting under warm covers on a cold night and curling up. Then putting my cold hands on Miguel and him yelling at me. =)
Best Knowledge: That no matter how irrational, evil, disrespectful, etc. that I am, there is grace to change
Best Friend: Miguel, Sacha, my dad. Don't hate if your names were left out
Best Vacation: Trip to Dominican Republic fo' sho'
Best Sight: a 2 hr. school delay on the WGAL website
Best Book: The Devil in the White City-at least the best one I read last year
Best Movie: Fracture (if you haven't seen it, you really should)
Best Song: Anything by my boy-Justin Timberlake! hehe
Best Possession: My engagement ring. I still look at it ALL the time and LOVE it.

Surprise

This morning, I slept in. Well, tried. Miguel left around 5:00, and the dog began crying right around that time. I could hear Cuzco run around, stop, and then cry. I got up briefly to check the weather and see if we had a 2 hour delay. After, I went into the bathroom, turned on the light, and came face to face with a cat. A cat. I screamed. Why?! We don't have a cat!!!! But, there it was, a real orange tabby sitting on my sink, staring up at me. I immediately called Miguel to find out where in the world this cat had come from.

As Miguel warmed up his truck this morning, the cat had followed him and then went to our front porch. Realizing that Aaron and Erika's HOUSE cat had been OUT all night, Miguel let it in. Poor cat. First had to deal with the snow, and then my dog chasing it around the house at 5:00 this morning! Explains the crying-Cuzco apparently loves to chase the cat and then cries incessantly once it jumps too high for him to get to it. Look at this face; he wouldn't hurt a fly!!!

March

Our book club for the month of March is "The Great Gatsby" by F. Scott Fitzgerald. I just started, but am enjoying it so far. Plenty of big words and an American classic, what more could you want in a novel?? Sadly, though, I have not been successful at reading it while on the elliptical at the gym. Unlike Harry Potter, it does require a bit of concentration.

Read along if you'd like!!!

Inspired

I have a newly developed desire to bake. Yet, my dilemma is always-we don't use white flour AND we don't use sugar (much). I was browsing around Barnes and Noble, looking for something that would satisfy our desire for GOOD desserts. And, here is what I found:


I can't WAIT to try out the recipes for Chocolate-Chocolate Chip Dessert Waffles, Chocolate Fudge Brownies, Peanut Butter Éclairs, Lemon Raspberry Cake....just to name a few!!! My first attempt at whole grain baking is going to be a carrot cake, per my husband. I am going to substitute the sugar with Splenda, yet continue using real butter. We will see how it turns out!!

Super Bowl

NY Giants 17, New England 14

BOOOO YAAA! Take that, Tom Brady!

Appetizers

I need your help, ladies!! I consistently fall back on the "same ol' appetizers"--stuffed hot peppers, black bean salsa, fantastic franks! I need some new AND good recipes. Would you be willing to post your favorite appetizer recipes for me, and let me know when you do? I am looking for anything ranging from Superbowl snacks to dinner party hors d'ourves.


Thanks!!

Calling...?

Sunday, I shared with Emily that I would LOVE to be a personal organizer. Monday, I shared with Laura that I would really love to be a personal organizer.

Monday, I got home from work and received a random e-mail from Cathy stating this (I am not joking): "Libby, I was thinking about you. I think you should become a personal organizer. Just wanted you to know."

Random? Or God?!

Now, how to go about fulfilling my true calling of becoming a personal organizer...

Perspective

A cute story I heard today:

A little boy is playing "Toss and Catch" by himself in a field. An older man is watching him. The little boy throws the ball into the air, swings his bat, and misses. He then proclaims, "I am the best baseball player EVER." The man watches, and chuckles. The boy throws the ball up again, swings, and again misses. He yells even louder, "I really AM the best baseball player!" The man thinks to himself, "this kid is crazy." Once again, the boy tosses the ball, swings and misses and cheers triumphantly. The man walks over to him and says, "I heard you say that you were the best player ever. How is that, since you've missed the ball three times?"

The boy replies, "I am the pitcher!"

Amazing what a change in perspective does??!

Back to Book Love

It's been a few months since I have posted about books. Since I've been away from the topic, I have read a few books, though nothing great.

December's book club book was Tuesday's with Morrie, by Mitch Albom. It was my choice, mainly because several people had recommended it to me. It was moving and heart-wrenching. I sobbed through most of the book; it hit a tad too close to home. The premise of the book, in case you aren't familiar, is this: A college student strikes up a lasting relationship with one of his professors. The student, Mitch, learns that his professor, Morrie, is dying. Mitch then flies to visit Morrie on a weekly basis (on Tuesdays). Each week they discuss a new topic, ranging from love, to life, to money. One of the chapters especially struck me. Morrie asked Mitch what he would do with 24 hour if he knew it would be his last 24 hours. Morrie went on to explain that he would surround himself with all of the people he loved. He would enjoy their company like never before, and make sure that they had good memories of him as their last. Sadly, My first thought was that I would go to some exotic location, soak in the sun, and live it up.

How would you choose to spend your last 24 hours?

January's book club book was Bel Canto, by Ann Patchett. There is not a lot to say about this work of fiction, other than I would not recommend it. While it could have been a fascinating plot (a group of high-ranking officials being taken hostage in S. America), it turned out to be nothing more than a disappointing, juvenile work of modern fiction.

Other than my book club books, I have been ploughing through the Harry Potter series, by J.K. Rowling. I am currently on book six, The Half-Blood Prince. After finishing books 4 and 5 over Christmas break, I realized that I have officially joined the bandwagon. When people ask what I recommend in terms of a good read, I ALWAYS mention Harry. And he truly deserves more than just a mention. The books are entertaining, page-turners, and well written. Enough said. Go get the books.

An episode of "Friends"?!

I recently returned from a short trip to St. Louis where I visited with my friend Andrea. While there, I had a lot of time to sleep, relax and read. All three are on the top of my "favorites" list.

One morning, I sat on her couch reading. We had the blinds and windows open, because it was a surprisingly beautiful day. As I was reading, I happened to look up from my book. A normal occurrence, right?! Well, it just so happens that directly across from her apartment is another apartment building. Her window looks directly into the window of the apartment across from hers. Not only that BUT the window in the adjacent apartment is knee to chin height. Still not so bad you might think. HOWEVER, it just so happens that the window is in the apartment's bathroom...in the shower for that matter.

And to my further dismay, there was a butt naked man in that very shower, thoroughly cleansing himself with a poof. My mouth immediately gaped; I quietly screamed for Andrea to "come and check this out!" In the mean time, naked neighbor had turned himself, so as to face our window. Enough said.

I had to ask myself if I was truly seeing this or was it really just my imagination. Andrea confirmed that "Ugly Naked Guy" had, on more than one occasion, been spied across the way. I may not remember another detail of my trip to St.L. But I will certainly remember my experience with her fat, old, and hairy neighbor!

Christmas Pics.

Miguel and me at my uncle's house. Miguel is actually (almost) smiling! And I look like I took this picture of us. However, my cousin was just sitting incredibly close and had the camera right in my face. Yay for a fat face picture!



















Me, my cousin Maya, and my sister. Maya is deaf, which means I get to stumble through...er...I mean...use my Sign Language once or twice a year. She just got engaged to a great guy. So hopefully, I'll get to travel to California in June for their wedding.

(I stole these pictures from Sacha's facebook page.)

Christmas honesty

Christmas this year was incredibly low-key. We spent two days with family, and had a wonderful time enjoying one another. Despite the relaxed atmosphere, God faithfully used circumstances to reveal some long-standing, difficult issues in my life. How kind of Him to show me my heart, even during a season full of distractions.

Do you remember those Christmases as a child, where your best friend rode down the street on her new bike? And you sat inside looking at the pj's your grandmother made for you? I remember longing for what I did not have-jealous would be the appropriate term. During each phase of my life, I can times of intense jealousy and discontentment. During college, I was in 10 weddings (I wish I was joking); all I wanted was to be in my own. After graduating, I envied my friends who made more money than I did. All I wanted was to teach special education AND make bank.

Now that I am in the possible realm of child-bearing, I have found myself thinking, "The announcement she just made was one I really wished I could've made." This year at Christmas, my sister-in-law made THE announcement. You know, the one that makes your skin prickle from jealousy. The one that makes you cringe on the inside and fake-smile on the outside?? She is pregnant with her second baby. The moment she announced it, I immediately felt sorry for myself. Sorry for myself, not because we've had an intense struggle with infertility. Sorry for myself, not because we've even been trying to have a baby!!!! Sorry for myself because....well....plain and simple, I am discontent with my current situation and want what I do not have! And that right now is a baby. In the next season, it will probably be a bigger house, or a newer car, or nicer dishes (that is a vice of mine!!!).

After wrestling with a serious attitude, God gently reminded me that He has blessed me beyond measure during this season. I have a job that is five minutes away. I have a house that I love. I have a husband who works hard to ensure that we are never in need or want. I have the time and energy to invest in my girl friends. I have the freedom to schedule outings and not worry about getting a sitter. I have the luxury to read Harry Potter when I want for as long as I want. AND I have the pleasure of holding the kids, and then handing them back when they drive me nuts!!!! So I say, bring on "aunt-hood" as I wait for his perfect and sovereign timing.

Snowy Day

As a kid, I loved the book, "The Snowy Day" by Ezra Jack Keats. In it, a young boy wakes up to discover his world is covered in snow. I didn't wake up to a blanket of snow, however, our forecast for a dusting to 2" has slowly become 5"+ and still falling.


Here is my snowy day (we got off at 1:00):





















































"Special" Hot Chocolate Recipe
2 C. milk
3 T. baking cocoa
2 T. Splenda
2 squares dark chocolate
1 t. (or more) cinnamon
A good bit of Kahlua (I just poured it in until it tasted good!)

Using a whisk, combine all ingredients in a small sauce pan . Stir continually over medium-low heat until hot. Pour into two mugs. Serve with Cool Whip.

Winter, con't.

I felt like a school kid today. As we sat in the classroom, I glanced out the windows and saw snow flurries. "It's snowing?!!" shouted one student. "Do you think we'll get off two hours early?" I asked, then laughed at myself.

Hours later, this was the view off of my deck. Can you see the snow settling on the railing? I love this sight. Though it's not significant accumulation, it's enough to make me excited.




































(sorry for the glare in this last picture. It was the only way I knew of to capture the snow falling.)


















I think I'll go make some hot chocolate, and think about Miguel as he freezes his tooshie off at the Raven's game!

Holidays

During our reading class at school, I have my kids respond in writing to a simple question. Today, it was "What do you love about winter?" I got answers ranging from "Drinking hot chocolate inside" to "Making snow angels." I realized that I love this time of year. I love shopping amidst the insanity. I love buying just that right gift. I love chopping down our Christmas tree. I love seeing all of the Christmas lights beginning to sparkle. And I really love the extra opportunities to see family and friends. (This year, I am going to visit my best friend, Andrea, in St. Louis!)

What do you love most about this time of year?

addition

What do you get when you add:

13 hours worked on Monday
+
12 hours worked on Tuesday
=Wednesday off!!!

Yay for a looooooong holiday. Did you know that Monday is the first day of gun hunting in PA? That means NO SCHOOL for staff or students. Wow, I love living in the sticks.

Check out this cute comic.

Dukem

I love my book club. I truly do. The girls have become some of my most enduring and faithful friends. We meet once a month (at least), and never are in want of good conversation, GREAT food, and belly-aching laughs. After reading "A Long Way Gone" (see previous post), our host decided that we'd be adventurous and try an Ethiopian restaurant in Baltimore. We met at 1:00 at Dukem, a little restaurant right on Maryland Avenue. It looks like a hole in the wall, but the upstairs dining area was surprisingly cute and cozy.

We ordered a combination platter which allowed us to try lamb, tibs (beef cubes), chicken, lentils, and several vegetables. The meal was served with a crepe-like bread that was tangy. The bread was used as our utensil. Ethiopian restaurants do not provide diners with knifes, spoons OR forks! Each meat option was in some sort of sauce, ranging from mild and flavorful to spicy and "nose sniffling."

I had a blast sampling a new cuisine and loved the experience of eating an entire meal with my hands. The food was delicious (loved the spicy lamb) and the experience was one I'll never forget.

Pairings and Recommendations

Miguel and I recently bought a wine fridge. We then promptly went to Wine World and bought a case of wine. Now I love to research food and wine pairings. With that said, here are my wine recommendations for Thanksgiving!

Main Course: Turkey (duh!)

Riesling: Schmitt Schone OR Chateau Ste Michelle
First one is German, second is from Washington St.

Pinot Grigio: Smoking Loon
California. We love everything Smoking Loon!

Beaujolais: Georges Duboeuf Beaujolais-Villages
This French wine is inexpensive ($7/bottle) , but you'd never guess that from the taste and quality! One of my favorites.

What are your favorites?? I am always wanting some new bottles to try!

Nov.

I forgot to post my book club's reading for the month of November. We are reading (some of us have already finished) another non-fiction memoir. A Long Way Gone, by Ishmael Beah, is the story of a young boy, caught in the violent civil war in Sierra Leone during the '90s. Survival meant fighting. And not fighting as we may think. But fighting in all of its violent and gruesome aspects. After years of wandering, pillaging and murdering, Ishmael is saved by a government organization, rehabilitated, and then sent to America to live. In A Long Way Gone, Ishmael details his personal struggles and triumphs as he desperately attempts to regain his life and childhood. Beah's memoir was riveting and made me grateful for the safety and security we know in this country.

Amanda

Amanda is a truly gifted artist. Many of us see her regularly in the "church" setting, but never get to experience her in a "performance" setting. Last night, Kristin and I drove to D.C. We watched Amanda's band, Never in Denver, perform at a great little coffee house called Ebenezer's. Amanda was phenomenal. Nothing short of breathtaking. I am by no means an expert on anything musical, but I do know that she has an incredible gift. Make sure you check out her my space page to listen to her latest recordings.

Velvety Squash Soup

I made this soup tonight for dinner. It was a wonderful cold-weather soup! It's so hearty that we had this as our main meal. The recipe calls for molasses, which I didn't have. So, I simply left it out.

I love making soups, and have enjoyed trying new recipes like this one. What is your favorite soup recipe?

10, 20, 30...

10 years ago, I was...

in my senior year of high school
trying desperately not to like stupid boys
taking the SATs and applying to colleges

20 years ago I was

in 2nd grade
loving being a "eager beaver" in Ms. Wilma's class
learning that I was a perfectionist

30 years ago I was

not born....=)

I tag all of you ladies reading this!

Help!

I need some date ideas. I am attempting to come up with a list of at least 10 new ideas for dates. So far I have two! Please post any ideas you may have for fun outings. These dates can include new restaurants to try, new sights to see, etc. It doesn't matter if they cost money or not!

Thanks ladies!

"God Grew Tired of Us"

Miguel and I are members of Blockbuster On-Line. It's Blockbuster's version of Netflix. We don't watch a ton of movies, but the $10.99 price tag for unlimited movies makes it worth our while. All that to say, I watched a fantastic documentary this week. To be honest, I wasn't aware it was a documentary, and probably would not have put it in my queue if I would've know!

And, I would have missed out on a phenomenal film. "God Grew Tired of Us" is a beautiful and moving film. National Geographic follows the story of three men born in Sudan during a time of intense civil war. These boys, "the lost boys," as they called themselves, were part of 27,000 boys who walked over 1,000 miles to safety and freedom. Upon entering adulthood, these three men were offered the opportunity to move to the United States to live, work, and play.

The film made me laugh: Imagine all of the "new" experiences that tribal people would have upon entering an airport in America. Escalators can be quite scary, I'm sure!

The film made me cry from sadness: Images of children literally wasting away from lack of food.

The film made me cry from joy: A man reunited with the mother he had not seen or known since he was 5 years old.

Have you watched an other great "unknown" flicks lately?

Hymn

I have a worship CD that has this song on it. Though I haven't listened to it in a while, I woke up with these lyrics running through my mind. I hope they encourage you as you face your daily trials.

Whate’er my God ordains is right:
His holy will abideth;
I will be still whate’er He doth;
And follow where He guideth;
He is my God; though dark my road,
He holds me that I shall not fall:
Wherefore to Him I leave it all.

Whate’er my God ordains is right:
He never will deceive me;
He leads me by the proper path:
I know He will not leave me.
I take, content, what He hath sent;
His hand can turn my griefs away,
And patiently I wait His day.

Whate’er my God ordains is right:
His loving thought attends me;
No poison can be in the cup
That my Physician sends me.
My God is true; each morn anew
I’ll trust His grace unending,
My life to Him commending.

Whate’er my God ordains is right:
He is my Friend and Father;
He suffers naught to do me harm,
Though many storms may gather,
Now I may know both joy and woe,
Some day I shall see clearly
That He hath loved me dearly.

Whate’er my God ordains is right:
Though now this cup, in drinking,
May bitter seem to my faint heart,
I take it, all unshrinking.
My God is true; each morn anew
Sweet comfort yet shall fill my heart,
And pain and sorrow shall depart.

Whate’er my God ordains is right:
Here shall my stand be taken;
Though sorrow, need, or death be mine,
Yet I am not forsaken.
My Father’s care is round me there;
He holds me that I shall not fall:
And so to Him I leave it all.

Dave Harvey

Do you have those speakers that you simply love to listen to? Preachers whose messages impact your life, whose words stick with you for years? I remember a message preached years ago by a pastor about Mary and Martha. It has stuck with me. I am a Martha who desperately wants to be a Mary. Recently, I heard a message preached by the same pastor on trials.

I have trials in my daily life, don't we all? My trials in this season are not health related; they are not earth shattering, but they are very personal and very real. My tendency is to question God's faithfulness and to worry (hello, Martha). One thing that the pastor stated has stuck with me throughout the past few weeks. "This is exactly what you need." My trials are exactly what I need at this exact time in my life. I do not understand why they are here. I don't even understand how they could be good or needed. I don't know when or if they will ever end. But can I trust that God is sovereignly, slowly, working for my good and His ultimate glory? Yes, I surely can!

I have done a lot of self-talk over the past weeks, taking stock of my long-term vision and faith. I am struggling to see the purpose in these trials, but I know beyond a doubt, that these trials are exactly what I need! How confusing and amazing is God's faithfulness to me.

Cookbook Love

Here is a quick and easy recipe for healthy, hearty waffles. The recipe is from my beloved South Beach Quick and Easy Cookbook.















1 C. Whole wheat flour
1 C. old-fashioned rolled oats
1 T. plus 1 t. baking powder
3 T. granular sugar substitute (Splenda)
3 T. Canola Oil
1 1/4 C butter milk***
1/2 C. Water
1 Large Egg

Combine flour, oats, baking powder, and sugar in a medium bowl. Whisk together oil, buttermilk, water, and egg in a separate bowl. Pour the buttermilk mixture into the flour mixture and stir until combined.

Heat waffle iron; coat lightly with cooking spray. Add a generous 1/2 C batter per waffle. Cook about 5 minutes, until brown.

Makes 4 waffles.

***To make buttermilk: add 1 T. lemon juice to 1% or skim milk and let sit 10 min.

October's Book Club

Kabul Beauty School: An American Woman Goes Behind the Veil


Our latest book club read is, again, a non-fiction work. Debbie Rodriguez details her journey into Afghanistan in a compelling and inspiring memoir. I'm half-way through, and don't want to put it down. Debbie's life is fascinating (she married an Afghan man she'd known for less than a month!), but honestly, the book is not superbly written. However, it has made me wonder, "Do I see my gifts as a tangible way to serve others in need? Am I thinking outside "the box" concerning avenues in which to use my talents?"

Thursday's Thought

“You can never get a cup of tea large enough or a book long enough to suit me” -C.S. Lewis




What are you currently reading?

7 Things...

...your dog shouldn't eat:
1. Chocolate-3 oz of dark or 7 oz of milk could kill your dog.
2. Alcohol-even a small amount could give send your dog into a coma.
3. Grapes-cause renal failure, but not sure why
4. Coffee-Raises a dog's heart rate and triggers seizures (hm, sounds like some PEOPLE I know!)
5. Macadamia nuts-even a few can cause tremors or paralysis in a dog's hind legs.
6. Garlic and unions-break down a dog's red blood cells and cause kidney failure

Amazing what one can learn while reading! The crazy tidbits were discovered while browsing "National Geographic Magazine." Thanks to my granny, I now have a monthly subscription. I have officially gone from book lover to book nerd.

Book Report

Now that I am officially the "book review" blog, I figured I had better post the latest read of my book club.

Title: Freakonomics
Authors: Steven Levitt and Stephen Dubner


Freakonomics is a wonderfully quirky, yet analytical view of previously unanswered and unthought (is that a word?!) of questions. Levitt masterfully looks at data to discover the hidden links between two seemingly unconnected issues or people. While I don't agree with some of Levitt's moral stances, I do find his writing intriguing.

What made crime plummet in the 1990's? What makes a perfect parent? Why do drug dealers still live with their mothers? Well....Read Freakonomics to uncover Levitt's data-supported theories!

Support the Cause

Ladies,
I just bought mine...Check out these cute (and super functional) insulated lunch bags from lean cuisine! They are only $9.95, and that's the final cost. No shipping, handling, or tax added on! $5 of every sale is donated to the Susan G. Komen foundation. They are only on sale for a limited time. Order quickly, as they really do sell out!

Restaurant Review

I love to try new restaurants, but I am not especially fond of chain restaurants. However, last night, Miguel and I went to the Bonefish Grill to celebrate his birthday. Wow. The restaurant just had its grand opening in Bel Air on Monday. The atmosphere was a little chaotic (I think every single server they had was on the floor!), but the food was incredible.

We started the evening off with the Bang Bang Shrimp, which came high recommended from a Connell. When a Connell says something is worth trying, IT IS! The appetizer is served with a creamy, spicy sauce. The sauce is one I will definitely try to replicate. And to top it off, we got to use chopsticks, very fun.
For dinner, Miguel had a rockfish version of chicken chesapeake, with a nice spinach, tomato topping and a lime dressing. So good. I had to steal several bites.
I had the ahi tuna (rare) with a warm mango salsa. Delicious. Miguel doesn't prefer raw fish, but he loved the way the tuna melted in your mouth.

The restaurant was a tad pricey, but definitely worth it. Oh, and a fun side note: Brenda Hranj (Jennifer Lyttle's mom) works there, so you'll bump into a friendly face if nothing else!

Did You Know?

All of these things were invented for and first seen at the 1893 World's Fair in Chicago:

The Ferris Wheel
Cracker Jacks
Pabst Blue Ribbon Beer
Zippers
Moving Pictures (This side of the Atlantic, at least)
Aunt Jemima's boxed pancake mix
Juicy Fruit gum
Shredded Wheat cereal

I found these facts fascinating. I'd never thought of their time or place of inception before reading "The Devil in the White City."

Words

Recently, the books I have been reading contain few, if any, unknown words. This past week, however, I started a new book titled "The Devil in the White City," by Erik Larson, which details the building and goings on of the World's Fair in Chicago at the brink of the 20th century. Very fascinating history. The books is incredibly well written, and contains a plethora of new vocabulary words. Today, I stumbled across this one:

Somnambulistic: affected by sleepwalking.

I love reading books that make me think (and use a dictionary)!

Adventures in Cooking

Admittedly, I am not a fantastic cook, and I am more than FAR from being a great baker. In fact, I rarely bake; it scares me. This summer, I decided that I would make at least one new recipe each week to broaden my horizons. I scoured all of my cookbooks, categorized recipes by protein, and made lists of recipes that sounded good. Slowly, I've been making my way through the lists.

This week, I attempted two new recipes. Thursday, I made whole wheat crepes for dinner. I love breakfast for dinner! I've made crepes before, but this was a new recipe, including using ricotta cheese as filling. Needless to say, the crepes themselves were a disaster. They didn't flip well (I need to learn to flip things without a spatula like I see all the t.v. chefs do!). By the time I was finished, I had about a million crepe pieces piled on the plate. We made do. Another brilliant meal by me!

Then, last night, I made a Chocolate Covered Mango and Vanilla Ice Cream Bombe. Boy was that an adventure! It included pureeing mango to blend with ice cream, five hours of freezer time (running up and down stairs to get to the deep freezer in between layering ingredients), and one frantic call to a dear friend (Em C.) asking how to fix my clumpy, separated ganache (put it in the blender!). Coincidentally, Em was making the SAME dessert last night! Bet hers wasn't such an adventure! =/ And here were my final and exhausting results:

The second picture doesn't quite capture the layers. My knife was no longer clean during cutting, so the layers ran together. But, if you click on the above link, you'll see what it should look like ala Take Home Chef.

Not gorgeous, but delicious. Next time, I am going to try different ice cream flavors.

Tuesday's Terribles

Often, off-brand products are just as good (if not better, in my opinion) as name-brand products. With that thought in mind, I bought Suave's "Exhale Inspiring" Lime Verbena body wash, hoping it would live up to Bath and Body Works. Unfortunately, it does not even come close. I think the Coconut must be the key ingredient.

Has anyone found a great knock-off product??

Shock

Monday, I went to a plastic surgeon....No, not to remove my cellulite or rid myself of unsightly stretch marks (I am doomed during pregnancy!). I was having the mole on my face biopsied. We decided at my last visit to leave the mole and biopsy it first. If the results of the biopsy came back with negative results, then we'd proceed with removal. The surgeon stated that there would be a noticeable scar if I had the mole removed. My face is definitely not a place I want a scar. Besides, I've had the mole since childhood and barely notice it.

The biopsy procedure last less than half an hour, I got three stitches and nearly passed out. The doctor bandaged me up well, and told me to let the band aids fall off naturally. So I had no idea what was under the bandage. He said to come back on Tuesday to discuss the results of the biopsy and have the stitches taken out. Today, the edges of the band aids were coming loose, so I pulled them off. To my surprise, my mole is GONE! I had to go find Miguel. "Look, it's GONE!! He didn't just biopsy it, he whacked it off!" Miguel replied, "Well, sue him for malpractice!" What a go-getter husband =)

I do have the three stitches, but the mole, at least from my perspective, is definitely gone. Shocking.

Help!

I am looking to sell a few items of clothing-my wedding dress and a leather coat that I no longer wear. I know through e-bay I'd get about $10 for each, if that. So, I'd like to consign them both instead. Does anyone know of a good consignment shop in the Harford County/Baltimore area?

8 Things You Might Not Know About Me

1. I LOVE working out at the gym.

2. I am cheap and freak out when we spend money while on vacation.

3. I am supervising the building of our new deck (translation: I am watching while Miguel works!).

4. I love to take baths with Coconut Lime Verbena bubble bath.

5. I really hate my job.

6. I would love to go to law school for child/family law.

7. I would love to live in Lancaster County on lots of land and have a pig.

8. I stopped sleeping with my stuffed animal raccoon the day before I got married.

Friends: Repost on your blog, please!

Summer Salad

Here is a recipe for an incredible (and healthy) summer salad. I had it at a luncheon, and wasn't quite sure what the dressing was, so came up with my own. This is super hearty because of the chicken and pine nuts. I used it at dinner as the main course, and it was MORE than enough to satisfy us.

SALAD
Lettuce (I used a combination of green leaf and spinach, but you can use whatever you'd like)
2 chicken breasts, cooked and chopped
1/4 C. pine nuts
1/8 C. craisins
1 Granny Smith apple, chopped
Feta (I used reduced fat)

Wash and chop/tear lettuce. Add chicken, apple, craisins, pine nuts, and feta.

DRESSING

• 1/4 cup olive oil
• 1/4 cup raspberry basalmic vinegar
  
• 1/4 cup Splenda
• 1 teaspoon Dijon mustard
• 1/8 teaspoon dried oregano
• 1/8 teaspoon ground black pepper

Put all ingredients into a jar with a tight lid. Shake until well combined.

Pour dressing over salad, and toss gently to coat.

Serves 6+ I added more lettuce and was able to get another meal out of it.

point of view

Yesterday, Miguel and I spend several hours, and several trips, trying to buy a grill....that's a story for another time. As we were waiting for an employee to load our grill, an older woman approached the store. She had no teeth, scraggly hair, and a large purse over her shoulder. Instead of walking into the store, she headed for the ash tray bins. I though to myself that she must want a quick smoke break before heading in to buy construction materials. However, instead of pulling a cigarette out of her purse, she began to pick half-smoked butts out of the ash trays. She fingered through them, making sure she found "good" ones. I quickly alerted Miguel to this gross misconduct and snickered under my breath. "How disgusting. What a sad addict she must be." As we pulled away, Miguel suggested that perhaps she wasn't an addict but merely too poor to buy cigarettes. At that though, I was convicted. I had judged this woman because of her "sub-human" conduct, but didn't even think to offer to buy her a pack of cigarettes. I do not condone the habit, yet I could have met this woman's needs in a very practical way. Instead, I sat judging and laughing.

Today, as I shared the story with my sister, she relayed a similar story she'd heard on the radio. A man felt called to reach a desperately poor neighborhood in Philly. He knocked on a woman's door and was greeted by a cigarette and a naked baby. He quickly defended his visit by saying he wanted to share Jesus. She shut the door on him. Convicted by the Holy Spirit, he went back with a carton of cigarettes and some diapers. Nothing earth-shattering or super-spiritual. But he was able to meet the woman's physical needs and ended up meeting her spiritual needs as well. Incredible.

Needless to say, I often view people from a merely human standpoint. I do not think of their spiritual needs. Yesterday, I could have served that woman, and perhaps been given a divine opportunity to serve her spiritually as well. My point-of-view drastically needs to be altered. What opportunities is God providing for you to meet the practical (and spiritual) needs of others?

Relaxing??!

In high school, I remember John Pirog teaching us to pray dangerous prayers. You know, those prayers that you desperately want to pray, but fear God may just answer!! And He usually does. The ones where you beg Him to teach you patience, and He lets you sit in the longest line at the grocery store as the little old lady counts out her pennies to the cashier??

This weekend, I began our trip to the beach with a dangerous prayer. I asked the Lord to calm my spirit, make me laid-back and unaware of time. I didn't want to worry about our schedule and the things I desired to see happen from minute to minute.

A little synopsis of our weekend: We went with another couple and their two kids. The mom and two kids all got pink eye in both eyes. The second night, the son hit his head on a moving ceiling fan and had to get 7 stitches. The third night, the stitches broke open and the wound began to bleed again. Back to the emergency room. All the while, the kids fought; the parents argued and Miguel and I had no choice BUT to sit back and watch.

After arriving home, my aunt called to say that several items in her place had been broken and/or gone missing. Meaning, this vacation went from horrible to horrific. Miguel and I both admit that this was perhaps the worst vacatation we have EVER taken. But, through it all, God faithfully answered my dangerous prayer. I was able to remain calm and laid back about our time there (not so calm about the broken/missing items). We interceeded on our friends' behalf and truly felt this vacation was just a part of His sovereign plan in drawing them to Himself.

I have one more vacation to look forward to in August, and pray that He uses more gentle means to calm me and my uptight spirit!

Summer Posts

This is the first summer that I have been able to be a "real" teacher and NOT work. Not to say I won't be working, BUT, I will not be teaching. What a huge relief at the perfect time. In light of my new found freedom, I thought it would be fun to post again-from time to time. For my first post, a recipe for an easy to make summer appetizer.

Stuffed Portabellas

1 pkg. Baby Bellas or 4 Large Portabella caps
1/2 package Feta Cheese
1/2 t. Oregano
1/2 t. Rosemary
1/2 t. Basil
2 T. Olive Oil (more if needed)
1 T. Bread crumbs (more if needed)

1. Scoop feta into a bowl and mash with a fork.
2. Add spices to taste. Add oil and stir to form a mushy ball. Add bread crumbs until a firm ball forms.
3. Remove stems from mushrooms. Gently wash mushrooms.
4. Stuff each mushroom with cheese mixture.
5. Cook for 15-20 minutes at 350 degrees. Cheese will be lightly browned.